deadbydawn (argali666) wrote,
deadbydawn
argali666

....life is no fun

so yeah...how depressed am i?

on a scale of one to depressed...i am breaking the scale...

i keep trying to call stephanie and either nobody is there or someone is on the phone...and i guess it doesn't matter in the long run...but i am really fucking wrecked

i wish i could explain it...since wednesday i've damn near broken down a few times...

i feel so selfish for wanting stephanie to be here..and i feel like i'm smothering her with phonecalls and such...

i just want to be happy again

so i missed panda and ended up working till 9, when i was supposed to get off around 5 or 6, i was supposed to call stephanie at 9, and no dice, i tried again at 9:30, and hopefully she'll be there at ten...if not i guess i'll just go to sleep having only eaten 2 peices of pizza, and half a bowl of cereal...

her being an hour away shouldn't be the end of my world...but i can't help my psychosis...i'm even seeing her tomorrow...

i never knew you could feel in love and all alone at the same time
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